The time is flashing

The time is flashing at light's speed
I am moving at a snail's pace
The tasks are piling up higher and higher
I am losing stamina to rise up
The deadline for the tasks is right at the door
I am sick of this thought to think
The exams are in a couple of days
I am not prepared to welcome them

The course fed me the Medieval to Victorian Literature  

I am numb at heart and dizzy at head 

I Wonder why?

I wonder what blocks
That I wanted to say to you
I fail to gather strength and stamina
To tell you that I thought to tell you
I remain frozen
My mind numbed
Upon this silence and dumbfounded state
You may discover stupidity in me
You may find lifelessness in me
With you right beside me
I wonder why
Why I can't say
What I wanted to say

Time ticked by

Time ticked by
Yet I remained still
Like a baby
In the hill
Who deeply slept
Not bothering the time
Passing by